What, then, did I want?-what did I ask to have? If the question had
been put to me then, and if I had been capable of expressing what was
in me, I should have replied: I want only to keep what I have; to rise
each morning and look out on the sky and the grassy dew-wet earth from
day to day, from year to year. To watch every June and July for
spring, to feel the same old sweet surprise and delight at the
appearance of each familiar flower, every new-born insect, every bird
returned once more from the north. To listen in a trance of delight to
the wild notes of the golden plover coming once more to the great
plain, flying, flying south, flock succeeding flock the whole day
long. Oh, those wild beautiful cries of the golden plover! I could
exclaim with Hafiz, with but one word changed: "If after a thousand
years that sound should float o'er my tomb, my bones uprising in their
gladness would dance in the sepulchre!" To climb trees and put my hand
down in the deep hot nest of the Biente-veo and feel the hot eggs--the
five long pointed cream-coloured eggs with chocolate spots and
splashes at the larger end. To lie on a grassy bank with the blue
water between me and beds of tall bulrushes, listening to the
mysterious sounds of the wind and of hidden rails and coots and
courlans conversing together in strange human-like tones; to let my
sight dwell and feast on the _camalote_ flower amid its floating
masses of moist vivid green leaves--the large alamanda-like flower of
a purest divine yellow that when plucked sheds its lovely petals, to
leave you with nothing but a green stem in your hand.
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